The Trips My Mind Takes

  I’ve been suffering   Losing my mind  Trying to hide  The pain the tears  The anger the fears What is happening   Has it really been a year  A year that death has taken over The lost of souls that haven’t returned  Irritation bleeding into my soul Love being consumed by insecurities  I think I just need a release from the thoughts in my head  To accept the pain invading my life  Am I still hurt by what uve done Did I mentally check out  Did the butterflies stop No they haven’t  But I know one thing is true  I’m trapped in a depression  I’m trying to claw through 

  Damn it damn it   All I wanna scream is damn it  The only words that form in my mind that truly wanna come out  Damn it All we’re doing is fight over dumb shit  Damn it  I don’t understand  Why is there a problem  Is there something else deep inside How do we fix what we try to hide Pain boils inside  Dominance make her way to my face  Agression,survival and defense smacks my mind  Coming to realize the mark of my beast Has been pressed on your face Regret building in the air as your pride  Discovers my face  Stinging as if I stood unprotected under the sun  Abuse, some will say Toxicity could be displayed  Damn it  Why couldn’t love me simple  Damn it  Why can’t we hear each other  Damn it  No matter what I say  It’ll look like I’m defending your actions Your the man you should of control your reaction As I, his women Coming clean is what I’ll do  To show it’s not just you...

 Your light started to sparkle splendidly  When you came into my life  I didn't see how you came to fruition  In any case, I realized that you, my dear was something I never needed to live without  Your skin delicate to contact  Your hair silk and sweet  Your eyes totally coordinating mine  And All I can see is me  Despite the fact that your skin conceal resembles day off  Your hair can't hold a twist  You are the delight to my reality  Your chuckle  Your grin  You're similar to the sun setting over the sea  The stars sparkling splendidly around evening time  A full moon gleaming splendidly in the night sky  The sea traveling through the earth  You're a knoll loaded up with delightful sunflowers  Since that is the means by which superb you are  The pattering of your feet  The applaud of your sticky hands  The tacky food sitting on your cheeks  It causes me to feel like my l...