Suffering

 I’ve been suffering 

Losing my mind 

Trying to hide 

The pain the tears 

The anger the fears

What is happening 

 Has it really been a year

 A year that death has taken over

The lost of souls that haven’t returned 

Irritation bleeding into my soul

Love being consumed by insecurities 

I think I just need a release from the thoughts in my head 

To accept the pain invading my life 

Am I still hurt by what uve done

Did I mentally check out 

Did the butterflies stop

No they haven’t 

But I know one thing is true 

I’m trapped in a depression 

I’m trying to claw through