Are we Toxic?

 Damn it damn it 

All I wanna scream is damn it 

The only words that form in my mind that truly wanna come out 

Damn it

All we’re doing is fight over dumb shit 

Damn it 

I don’t understand 

Why is there a problem 

Is there something else deep inside

How do we fix what we try to hide

Pain boils inside 

Dominance make her way to my face 

Agression,survival and defense smacks my mind 

Coming to realize the mark of my beast

Has been pressed on your face

Regret building in the air as your pride 

Discovers my face 

Stinging as if I stood unprotected under the sun 

Abuse, some will say

Toxicity could be displayed 

Damn it 

Why couldn’t love me simple 

Damn it 

Why can’t we hear each other 

Damn it 

No matter what I say 

It’ll look like I’m defending your actions

Your the man you should of control your reaction

As I, his women

Coming clean is what I’ll do 

To show it’s not just you 

Damn it 

I’m a survivor of a tragedy 

Making us even more tragic

My actions not fill with rage but with pain and fear

The fear of weakness taking over

Showing the cracks in my leaky house

Damn it 

I think I’m making you toxic