The Trips My Mind Takes

I keep replaying things in my brain  Thinking Everything that had happened is insane To be honest I still don’t understand  How someone like you can hold my hand  Or hold my body tight in your arms Or allow your lips to cover mine Thinking about all the times and shit I’ve been through  And I’ve never loved anyone like I love you  You let me be me without any judgement in your eyes You see me including every flaw I try to hide  You except my daughter as if she came from you And that I thank you  I can’t really explain the love I have for you    because words aren’t enough  It’s like you hold my heart and i don’t want you to give it up I connect with you in so many ways  Mentally, emotionally, physically, spiritually, sexually  What more should I say  I pray this feeling never goes away  Writing this almost brings tears to my eyes You are my bestfriend and my baby  Honestly...

Pain in her eyes Hurt in her heart Hopelessness filling her thoughts Wondering why she didn’t have what she saw with others She wanted to give up She wanted to quit Love wasn’t worth it she thought  Love wasnt for her she thought Insecurities filled her head Looking in the mirror she didn’t see what others saw Usually she’s confident  But lately she’s feels like she lacking  Maybe that’s why she hasn’t found that someone  The someone who wants what she wants  Maybe she’s self sabotaging because she scared to get close to someone again  Maybe she using any excuse not to really put herself out there bc it’s easier that way  You are a strong beautiful women  Yoh brought life into this world that shines brighter than the sun  Your heart is filled with so much love but pain throws a cape over it  You use anything not to feel to go numb   Because it’s better to be numb than truly accepts t...