Stuck

Writing this I’ve never done before 

You bring out a side I’ve never shown before 

You display your emotions so boldly 

Makes me want bring out the old me 

The cold me who hides how she feels

The me that will push you away to feel safe 

The me that will make it seem like you mean nothing 

Which would be a lie because you mean something 

Never in my life have I felt confused on how I feel 

You have this appeal that makes me wonder 

But you display actions that makes stutter 

Not stutter my words but my feelings for you 

The smile on my face 

The love in your eyes

The flutters in my stomach 

The aggression in your voice 

The touch of our skin 

I think I’m stuck 

But I never want it to end