Confusion

Drowning in emotions 
Don’t understand what’s happening 
Pit feeling in my stomach
Fear tip toeing into my mind 
Wonder filling my head 
Hoping and pray that everything works out 
Working and fighting to make sure everything works out
What if’s taking over my thoughts 
Symptoms of something that’s not there appearing 
Missing my half 
Losing my half 
Pushing my half away 
Lost in the inbetween