A loss

I am at a loss
I don't know what to do
I've always tried my best
but its clearly not enough for you
I don't know what more you want from me
there's not much I can present to you
I thought I was doing great in life
I guess that's not really true
if there is something that you need
need for me to do
just explaining in words
that are not critical to my view
sight, pathway, a picture of how I wanted my life
but I guess to you that path is not right
 what more can offer than my best
do you need me to venture to the far corners of the planet
think about a randoms feathered creature settle
do need me to go to a school party
at that point return home to fizzle a test
do you need me to discover a 9-5
at that point get back home drinking red wine
would you like me to figure out how to overlap a towel
so I can be sorted out throughout everyday life
do you need me to discover a sweetheart
so some time or another I can conceivably be somebody's better half
do you need me to move out
so I guarantee myself as an autonomous
or on the other hand, would you like to take my youngster
since you believe I'm not cutting it
i am at a loss
i still don't know what to do
i thought i was trying my best
i guess it was never good enough for you.