Broken mirrors

Broken mirrors 

You crash to ground but don't make a sound

Your body is in pain but the smile don't change

Tears streaming down your face but no one is phased 

You see your reflection, a screen cracks

You see your reflection, a cup smashed

You see your reflection, a mirror has a heart attack 

What is happening to you 

Letting this pain consume you

Can't see what's behind the words 

All you known is that it really hurts

Trying so hard to be you 

But no one wants to see you

Swallowing pills skipping meals 

Eating ice or excersisng twice a day 

Just to make the pain go away

Broke mirror

All because your not thin 

 Step on scale to see nothing has changed 

Resulting back to all that pain 

Broken mirrors 

You can't help it but you create broken mirrors 

Take all your pain out on mirrors 

Can't stand to look in the mirrors

Because you wonder what went wrong in the mirror 

Now you've found a man who you thought was the one

Turns out he was far from it 

He tells you that you should be happy because he's with you 

Even though he happens to diss you, hit you or restrict you from the outside world

While he goes out and fucks every girl 

You stare in the mirror with anger on your face 

Trying to figure out how you got in this place 

You stay because he makes you feel good

He tells you you're pretty then sticks it in good

But god for bid you ever make him mad

Next thing you know you're getting hit with glass

Get called a fat ass or trash cause you didn't give up that ass

Get pushed and choked cause you questioned his location 

You look in the cracked mirror blood dropping down you face 

Scar above your eye

Black gently placed

Fist balled up due to the pain

Tired of everything tired of being drained 

 A Broken mirror that's what you see

You go and grab a piece 

A Broken mirror looks like a solution

Scratch your wrist to no longer be pollution

A Broken mirror could be the answer

You slide down the back of the door 

Feeling your body slap against the floor

You think to yourself that this is what you need to do

So you can finally be through 

Through with the pain

Through with the tears

Through with those years you never felt complete

Through with the times you never felt good about yourself 

Always trying to improve your health 

All for someone else 

Over the insecurities 

Over the competition 

Over anything that you felt you finished last in 

It was time to pass

Maybe next time it won't be this bad