Goodbye my love

My first shortcoming, my first fast heartbeat, my first love. You were what I thought was everything. You and I together were damn close impeccable. Actually no, not by any stretch of the imagination, we were poisonous. My first misfortune, my first agony, my first wound. I will never really know what I did to deserve the treatment I got yet, I kept on attempting. Attempting to love you, care for you and put you first. You never needed to demonstrate your feelings and I couldn't stop expressing mine. I endeavored to change your identity into who I needed you to be. I enabled you to lease my heart for a long time since I thought you were simply the one, I thought to myself that "I could not love anyone more than I loved you".We should last, I needed us to last yet then I understood you were only my first love, not my solitary love. Yes, I gave you my heart however, I took it back so I can offer it to the man who will really welcome it. My heart and my affection is the best blessing anybody could get and it has the right to be loved for a lifetime. I cherish you, first love, however, I am no longer in love with you